Gathering

2012年10月28日

I am being too stressful recently. Looking for a job isn't easy, especially when you were under the pressure of your family. I don't laugh much , i don't feel i am happy after returning from uk. 

I started to gain back my happiness when i hang out with my buddies. All the laughter we created comfort me, all the stress gone in a second. I love them too much, word can't express how much i love my 8 years secondary school mates. We all have been grown up together , pass through those awkward moment of puberty, we know each other so well we can talk from day to night, dawn to dusk. Things become easier when i have them with me, always. 

The celebration of ncy birthday was awesome one, it was like we again, back to the old time, playing around, laughing loud, teasing and crapping . What can i say beside than i love them. 

Thanks god for giving me them, i would like to wish my dear frens which were in overseas now all the best too. I miss you guys. Especially tan sze yee, the party would be nicer if you were here. Your face is funny enough to make me laugh for the whole day. lol xD

See you around Nov babe =D

眷念

2012年9月30日


从英国回来一个月，从台湾回来两天了。
人事物太多的改变，好的，坏的，让我痛哭让我快乐的。
Things fade, people change, but life goes on.

我虽然不甘愿，但对爱不甘愿是否太肤浅，对我们不甘愿，也太不合乎常理。


我真的懂，你不是喜新厌旧，是我没有，陪在你身边当你寂寞时候
别再看着我说你爱过，别太伤痛，我不难过，这不算什么
只是为什么眼泪会流我也不懂

明明自始至终，我都知道谁让我倾心。明明是个错误，却还觉得理所当然。
也谢谢这一切的结束，应该做个了断的不管迟或早都会发生的。

是非对错也罢，你选择了消失，我又何必咄咄逼人。


求知欲就像我的胃口一样急剧上升，我看我是到了学习的最佳状态，无止尽求知的阶段了。
我想就这样一直走，一直看，一直体会，然后领悟。世界太大，我们太渺小，踏出你的comfort zone，体会不一样的文化，人，生活，语言，那种感觉很奇妙，寂寞却兴奋。

我真的，非常想念英国的生活
我很想念那冷冷的天气，那个列车，那座城市，那两间家，那些人，那些过程。
我回来了，每个人都回来了，回到自己的家，回到自己最原本的生活。
但我就是待不住，我无法停止思念英国那宏伟的建筑物，那片海，那西式的生活。
差别太大了，简直无法比较。妈妈说我是个寄居蟹，四海为家。走到哪里只要有个家，有家人般的朋友，我就可以很适应的住在远方，甚至很依恋。

这辈子太幸运，但运气是会用完的
Appreciate what you have, before time teaches you to appreciate what you had. 

Be strong and love your life :)