Faith?

2011年4月21日

So ,faith bond us ,

but ,

What is the faith about?

如果你精于吸收那所谓的

人生哲理，

那才是糟糕的开始。

Mai khush hu !!! heeeee :)

2011年4月9日

It is really a great weekends !!!! I hope i have more time to spend with u guys ! : (

We did a lot of stupid things, yet I am so hooked to doing those stupid stuff !

: D

The pillow talk night was quite out of expectation, we spend so much time to watching the korean drama and non stop giving comment on every actress and scene. LOL !! I feel want to whack ccy since she keep mentioned about the leng zai ’s BIG NOSTRILL. hahahaha xD

We played in ck car for almost half an hour outside sze yee house,with the fake hair ! OMG ! It is freaking scary man ! I screamed like hell ! LOL ! We continued our drama after they left. They forced me go to mamak around 2.30 AM ! omg ! I watsapp LBJ and we go mamak again on 2.30 ! FUYOH..thy ate super a lot ! After we went back we laying and continue our drama until 4 am ! mihunmi fall as slp on 3 something ! LOL !

Early in the morning we bathed ,chat,dressing,joking around. Someone naked infront of us ! OMG ! I felt like taking her naked pic ! LOL ! We rush back my home to have our BRUNCH,and went MBO with CK ,LBJ,YR,RM !

They playing POKPOK！！

We finally decided to watch JUST GO WITH IT ! Fuyoh ! there are so many hamsap gia beside me ! Especially LBJ, we laugh like hell in the cinema and the way we went back.

I know the happiness will ceaseless until my weekend end ! My darling is on the way to my home now. I think half more hour will reach ! I am super-duper miss him !!!

I gonna spend my weekend with all the nice peoples !!!

I am so hyper-active now !! weeeeeeeee :)

商场关系？

2011年4月8日

我不知道那种生活是不是一种必要，到底何以见得。

真的是必要的吗？

就像，符合别人的习惯，学习他的习惯，好切入话题，

真的是必要的吗？

就算你不喜欢，就算那很伤身。

我搞不清楚，

这是低水准，还是高水准的生活。

那潇洒是对是错，还不知道。时间会证明，这是明智还是愚蠢。

但经时间证明的愚蠢，

是无法重头再来的。

有可能就那么定下了，然后你才开始看到可悲，才开始后悔莫及。

我知道我没有多疑，

因为有个活生生的例子，

是那么的靠近我，

那么的深刻，

那么的矛盾。

老来方年了，坚持这种生活，

或许就证明了那是对的。

但谁来弥补那年华岁月造成的种种心痛，心碎。

真是讽刺。

原谅我的不信任，因为没有一个女人会信任，这种日子。

那不是不体谅，

那是你们的习俗太让人发狂。

真是奇怪，奇怪的老年人，奇怪的马来西亚商人，奇怪的习俗。

奇怪得失去了一切有时还傻傻认为是女人的不体谅，是自己的太伟大，是因为商场而牺牲。

有那么一瞬间，我看到了她，

然后我的未来。

竟是那么相似。

我真的搞不清楚，

那是低水准，还是高水准的生活。

呵。

有天女人去应酬，被人家摸了一下就是下贱，回家做家务好了。

男人去应酬，摸人家一万两千下，都是因为商场因素。

fuyoh. 这就是马来西亚的商人。

Thx for being awesome

2011年4月7日

In fact, I feel so bad since yesterday. There was some stuff inside my heart , and I just dunno how to express it, to the right one.

I am just so lucky to know all of you. I stayed at activity room and busy my own stuff since 1pm. U guys came one by one. We joked around while discussing group presentation stuff. I feel so nice to crapping with all of you. Especially my bestie,Sharm. U will never know how much u mean to me right now.

I never share to them about the bad feeling, no even a piece of unhappiness. They just simply make my day up up up with laughter and sunshine ! Oh babies, u guys are freaking great : ) : )

I went to old town with another gang of peeps on 4pm . Bring along my laptop like a nerd. I feel so full and no appetite to eat at all, but thy forced me to go..no choice ! Fortunately I have a great day with thm, they are so so so FUN ! ( In fact they are just too good in crapping ) LOL. I know that well since I played badminton with thm yesterday .HUHU T.T

Thx my darling, u are more than enough for me :)

My inner side commence to be comfort. I know there must be a rainbow after the rain.

The classical Indian sages wrote that there are three factors which indicate whether a soul has been blessed with the highest and most auspicious luck in the universe :

1) To have been born a human being,capable of conscious inquiry

2)To have been born with –---or to have developed--- a yearning to understand the nature of universe

3) To have found a living spiritual master.

Find ur own silent, into that peace which we each inherently possessed , but had not yet discovered or claimed.

Don’t afraid the solitude, just feel it. It is divine power.

Everything will be fine ,no matter wat.

Lets dance,like a bimbo, and enjoy ur life !! : D

Can’t wait for this weekend, I want meet up with my darling, I wan pillow talk with buddies , I wan midvalley with UNI frens.

我想你

2011年4月2日

一切都很突然，当下真的很不知所措，只知道眼泪完全无法控制的滑了下来。

还以为有多两天的时间，plan好的节目，聚会也烟消云散。

4点多的一通电话，晚上10.30你就走了。

除了哭我不知道我能做什么。

我从来没想过我会那么难过，真的没有。

但有些东西是我们无法控制的，就像你一定要马上走，就像我难过得飙下泪。

脑海闪过很多我们的回忆。

我想起了我们以前那形影不离的日子，每天都在笑和拥抱的画面。

想起了你为我牺牲了所有时间，都只是为了要陪我。

想起了我们开始疏远，然后各自都为对方造成了无法弥补的伤痕。

想起了我们气愤得哭了，然后再说一次，我们重新来过，好不好。

想起了我们很努力的走了过来，那是需要无限的包容与忍耐的。

想起了我们再次为对方全心全意的付出。

想起了那个我爱你。

想起了那个8年的承诺。

想起了你的味道，笑容，呵护，关心，拥抱。

想起了很多很多的甜蜜。还有那Can u help me的荧光棒。

Take care.